Charles' New Testimony Story
My parents took me to church from birth until I was off to college. My friend Ernie and I took our dates to church on Sunday morning. One date even asked the Pastor to lead me to Christ after the service. We had just spent the night together.
I had every opportunity to receive Christ, but "it" never took, because the Holy Spirit is not an "it". In all my churchgoing, I never experienced His presence. I didn't know the Holy Spirit was a Person, Who wanted to satisfy the desires of my heart.
After the crimes, I became more open to God, but I was still blinded by pride and lust, not knowing what direction to turn. When I got off death row in San Quentin in 1972, Hinduism was presented to me, but still, "it" didn't seem real. I was seeking a reality, the truth, even a God presence that had alluded me all my life.


"For since by a man came death, by a man also came the resurrection of the dead. For as in Adam all die, so also in Christ all shall be made alive." (1 Corinthians 15:21-22)
A few years ago, a young boy brought the concept of "pay it forward" to the movie screen. He showed by example how the world could be changed if every person who experienced something good would "pay it forward." God had this principle in mind before He even created man by paying His provision forward. He knew that even though Adam & Eve would sin, their seed would eventually change if they could experience His goodness, mercy and unconditional love.
Stinky thinking causes emotional pain. Rather than doing something about our thought life, we choose the lazy way to deal with our pain, by medicating it with drugs, including alcohol. In other words, we choose death instead of LIFE.
In this paper, I shall discuss some of the physical aspects of the passion or suffering of Jesus Christ. We shall follow Him from Gethsemane, through His trial, the scourging, His path along the Via Dolorosa, to His last dying hours on the cross.
King David was anointed of God to deliver Israel from their enemies. He proclaimed:
The Parable of the Sower is a perfect example of "paying it forward." In Matthew 13, the Seed is the Word of God sown into the hearts of people, but only those who understand it are converted and healed (v.15). That is, those who receive Seed on good ground are they who hear the Word and understand it, who indeed bear fruit and produce: some hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty (v.23). For this reason, you are being given the opportunity to "pay [the Seed] forward" a hundredfold.